8:15 PM

hey dear readers
tomorow is gonna be my school reopen day
uhmm..im not really ready yet but i have to
:(
i wish my father work at school :p
happy is im gonna see all my friends in the school again
bad is..
maybe Pn Uma is gonna teach my poor damn lovely class
and yea..
i found out that im dint sport like before i did
sice my maid came
i dint do housework at all
so yea
IM MORE FAT NOW
SO FREAKING FAT
>
i admit that im not sporty like them
:(
but i tried to
trust me and i swear
this year im gonna slim down
first,im gonna have exam this year
SPM
a god damn pressure exam
its gonna decide ur future
what u gonna do,interview working also have to bring SPM result to them
hmm...
i was wondering what if my result is a blank paper
(because if blank paper means all fail)
i think my mom is gonna kill me and throw me out the house
:(
second,because all the people who saw me keep saying im fat
(if they wants me feel better they said im CHUBBY)
UHHH.....ITS HURTS OK!
but maybe is true until they think they have no right to cover
so yea its prove that im
FREAKING FAT
i was worry the boyfriend will ask:
"baby why are u so chubby these months?"
omg that is really makes me sad
and u know all the girls wanted to be perfect to the boyfriend right?
oh man oh man
(started talk like michelle right now)
oh ma GOD!
she is so slim
i wonder did she eat?
p.s:im not jealous about her :(
(maybe a bit?)


i just can stop eating that in my god damn boring daily life
i just ate this afternoon
before that i ate char guei tiao
(a kind of oily fried noodle)
okie
who can control me?
no one and no one want to
:(

hmmm..i had a fight with "him"just now
not boyfriend but him
its hurt to lose him but i have to care about myself too
i dont wanna get hurt by a friend anymore
i fear about that
hhmm :'(


ART STUDENT IS BACK

heheeee
:D
tomolo start tuition start art class start
:)
wish me good luck k?
i smell that my body is stink now
got to go showerrrr
byeeeee :)






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