feelings
10:28 PM
smile as long i can be :)
beloved or love somebody
not important anymore.
at lease my life is full with happniness now
i let go what i should let go
i keep it what i should keep
as long im happy :)
friends?are always the issue in my life
i never knew that whats the problem that i dont have a long life frienship
i was so care about it
because what i was afraid is
lonely
its always a fear of mine.
but now i dont care already
im being myself and happy
so that no one will screw me up for nothing
as my friend since im form 2 ,Tong,he is my best male friend i think
he always teach me how to be good
teacher me how to being myself
im very thanks him
does u know what my biggest sadness?
is when im crying is alone.
no one cares
they like :SHE CRYING AGAIN?SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN
let me tell you this,im not being a drama queen or what
im just realease how i felt
you can dont give a damn on it of you dont want to.
im not going to pull your cloth and shouted at you that im sad
nevermind wan,just leave
i never give a damn because any of you dont know me
not at all,this is a truth
not i dont want to let you know,is you dont dare to step near to me
like im a H1N1 patience,exucse me?
u need to be closed with that person so that you guys can be understanding each other?
time is not a problem,as long you guys are being so good together
but now,i dont need any of your comment anymore
i can take your advice but not your insult
if you really want to know something from me
please,be polite
you want somebody to be polite to you
its comman sense,YOU HAVE TO BE POLITE TOO
as some people said: what kind of person,you have to use their way to comunicated with them
:)
i found some people are not understand my english
i dont know this is how many times i have to mention it
that my english are not very good
i admit
but im still learning
yes,sometime im not often use full sentences in my grammar
you can call me a bad grammar,but please mind you words
i'll thanks any friends of mine are still being good with me these days
i know who is treating me good or some people are not treating me good
:)
im not that naive before already la :)
you can say im still stupid as you think
but im trying my best not to being controled :)
im being myself
so please accept it or just leave it :)
i dont force people to stay with me
especially "you"..
here a song i fall for a long time
its always bring me to a new life and new begining :)
Before the light I found the dark
Before tonight I fell apart
Frozen up I´ve realized that something's gotta change
It took a crash to understand
Time kept slipping through my hands
I never used to know
The sun will shine after the rain
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
To a new day
I was sleeping in a twisted dream
Dying just to make believe
A pretty situation was far from where I was
Before tonight I fell apart
Frozen up I´ve realized that something's gotta change
It took a crash to understand
Time kept slipping through my hands
I never used to know
The sun will shine after the rain
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
To a new day
I was sleeping in a twisted dream
Dying just to make believe
A pretty situation was far from where I was
But I´m not up for giving up
Lying down and out of luck
My mistakes are in the open and know
I´m finally coming clean
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
Cause everything, everything ends at the start
I´m healing and feeling all of my scars
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
To a new day
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
To a new day
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here i have some words to tell my wifey kah yian:
dear wifey,althought im not a kind of people that you wished to
i want to tell you is,i always treat you as a friend
(yiyi,u too :))
but i think i should leave you alone for few times,
you don't need me often as you did before
i know u since form 2
we been friend together for few long
but i hope that u will be happy ok?
i dont want to hide anything
but i want to tell you is,
i hate being neglected,thats all
im learning to be alone .dont worry
im still learning,im not scolding or insult
im just enough of being neglected
and i still have to go near with them
please understand me...
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