4:53 PM
before my dad & mommy pick a fight with me...we went for garden for breakfasti was alright and having a breakfast alone (....)
btw..my parent was joking...but i dint smile or laugh..
depress ma...i rather to eat my food..
but it felt so hard to finish the food and the breakfast time..
i reli dont want to have a breakfast in the wrong time..
i mean MINE WRONG TIME.
they choose the time when my mood was blue.
alright thats fine...THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME
HAIZZ...
and this picture i capture it yesterday night when after art class..i use my colour clour it to my nail..
nyek nyek nyek
YELLOW(try to cover my blue mood)
its nice...but just colour.not for nail..
and i promised my teacher i will be good girl next time
haiz..to depress..so dint concern my art...
sorry teacher forgive me..
i was depress recently..no one knows..i just alone,cried alone in the toilet during shower...
cried alone during sleeping...
got people knock my door..
i just stop crying pretend that im alright
got my boyfren called...i was stop crying and tell him a joke and let him happy
dont let him worry every single thing in my life..
even thought he knew im lonely.i tried to understand him
and he only knew that his girlfren was alright infront of him
i admit..he dont reli understand me..but i did
i accept that he was not reli concern me when he was busy
i cant do anything....im sorry that i yelled at him
coz i was so depress...and he tried to tell me that he was sleepy..
that night was a tough night in my life
i learned a lot...
baby..remember that promise we have made.
no matter what will happen..we will hold our hand walk throught all of it
we together 1 year ++
nearly 2 years..cant wait for the aniversary
baby...its hard to having a long distance relationship with u
but i trust you ok?
*puss puss (muakss muakss)
Syafiq thanks ya..when i was loenly..u always spend ur time with meeven thought now u at ur camp with ur frens now..
u oso called me..thanks for ur fren was having joke made me laugh so much
i have so much thank you since i know u
we talk at phone always..
and you willing to..thanks..
you are the best ok?
you such a good fren in my life right now..
and it will forever ok?
u made me laugh..made me had a sweet dream too..
when i was crying..u pujuk me tidur somemore..
thanks ya sayang...
*muaks*
frenship forever ya..
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