10:26 AM
today is my grandparent birthday
but...no feeling happy from myselfbut im happy for them la
get 2 ang pao from them :)
well....the picture that man...ya my baby..maybe?
kinda enough with it
i dont give a shit at all olide
what he wanna do
just do
i wont fight for it
i wont disagree anything
where is the love of us?
i think u guys might to think to ask me
the answer is
i dont know
i have no idea
since i post the shout out at facebook
"tell my frens &family i got a bf"
afterward bad thing happen
my cousin"Casey"
he post a sad thngs ever
he dont wish me
he curse me
he dont wish i got a long life relationship
im kinda sad this f***ing comment
what to do?
face it
no people will agree this
maybe i too naive that my family will support
my mom is the only one who dint said NO
she wish me and want me to be carefull
thanks mom *muax
but those wishes
bad and good
doenst made me happy
i know my result is bad
but at lease i improve ad
but he sounds obvious that he is not satisfied yet
so that i treat him a silent treatment yesterday
so that he think that fair enough
why?
he did this to me before
he tot im revenge
actually im not
im sad and hopeless until nothing to say
i lazy to reply his sms
lazy to answer his call
before im desperate for his call & sms
now?
everything change
i dont expect he will give me something
or anymore
is that the limit of sadness
limit of anything he did to me
limit of dissapoint
limit of upset
limit of waiting
tonight i have to smile to every guest
every people who will attend this dinner
dress nicer
make up nicer
but no truly smile from heart..
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