8:46 PM
well for today...
my dad bring me outs like 3 time in 3 days...
tired and stress
i drunk at desa park city..
not so drunk but yea
tomorrow gonna go kepong watch movie with mom
and sibling :)
and well
one day no contact with baby
yea we back to contact but not a good news
we dint fight
i told him how i felt..
im enough with it..im sad...
my dad bring our whole family went for desa park city
for drink
and ya my dad know im bad mood
so he gave me drink some beer or wine?
i dont know
i dont know
i just drink.....
that worse
i drunk maybe....
that moment baby keep call me
in my mind i was:
finally he found out that im dissapear
i dropping tears
why must i do this then he will know im dissapear
AM I JUST NOTHING FOR HIM
and i know i must understand his working situation
but the time getting longer and longer
half night became 1 day
and this friday is those freaking fucking
BLACK EYE PEAS stupid concert
and yea i learned not to call him so much now
not desperate anymore
mature :)
(maybe)
(maybe)
but im having a very broken heart now
:(
what should i do...
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