sorry for being ugly 

sleepy ma...but not going to sleep YET

haha..

im just dont get it why my life being so boring and..no friend?

what the tut...

maybe my mom is right.my attitude problem...

remember i said im not changing for everyone?

but its time to change myself better

no one like im being like this...

hmmm.... :'(

just being stupid and random in my room always...

i should leave my room often..

stop skyping and chating with friends in the room

or should i not lock my door in my room since i have no secret for it?

well...im kinda sad that my mom keep saying im useless and whatever..

i do take it seriously

because she is my mom :'(

my dad still loves me as much as he do.

maybe my mom alays be the bad character so that i will be more better

but seriously ...its OUCH mom...

my heart are totally drop in the hell man...

somemore im having flu now...

ohhhh mannnn :'(

tissue pleaseeeee

isnt he look so damn cuteeeeee 

the only thingy can make me smile...

and reminds me of my friend that i used to be so close with..

OH STOP THINK ABOUT HER

SHE DONT REALLY CARE !!!

ok..stop thinking...by the way..

some friend i cant trust anymore now...

after my skiped school case...i found some friend i should trust or some friend will dun like me anymore...

and im sorry some friends..i disappointed u :(

but im still me...it will never change

i will change better but not worst

now i cant take it when my parents do that eyes that will hurt me

i cant take it my boyfriend dont bother me :'(

i cant face my friend dont wanna share feeling with me anymore...

i even tears for it.... :'(

i promise i will change...change better and the best 

its time to sleep now...nite readers