今天没去学校，正式过着没有你的生活，no school for today , being without you in my life
1:38 PM
对不起呐
今天破例说一说我的感情世界
(对不起哦要是我的读者们不想读）
我恢复单身了
一切都并不是我想要的
我尝试挽回
可是一切还是结束了
你的残酷，让我心碎
我被逼忍受你那冷酷的眼神
误会毁了我们3年的感情
你就花了那短短3 分钟离开我的世界
拿起你的背包，离开我，
一句再见也没有
那种痛苦，没人能理解
每个人只会骂我，说我玩弄你的感情
我并没有，连我的父母都认为是我的错
一切的误会
就因为你的那么一句：“你不会多我说实话”
而让我当场心碎，
几个月前，当我发现你电话里那些肉麻信息
发件人不是我，而是别人
我要你给我解释
你给我的是：“那些只不过是我利用的女生”
我无语，痛哭流涕的哭了一个晚上
这次，我就想试一试
到底利用一个男生到底有什么好
所以我利用了2个
直到你没告诉我就来我家
刚好听见我和那男生说话
你以为我哭，是因为那男生要离开我
不是
是因为那男生知道我利用他而辱骂我
我知道，我笨
不会利用还失败被人骂
你却以为我骗你和别人在一起
这简直是在我的伤口撒盐
你不相信我，也不听我的解释
你明知道人有时会陷害别人
你却不想听我的解释
反而去听那些骗子的话
然后离开我
我们的那3 年是白过的吗？
信任，我们之间
已经消失不见了吗？
我该怎么办？
我父母对我说：“看，我就说吧。认识那些男生的结果咯！”
心里的伤口再一次被划破
连我父母都这么说我
心已经碎满地了
我不怪他们
因为他们不知道你利用的女孩
比我还多
我知道我不应该这样
现在说什么也没用了
你已经离开，不理我了
你的心，应该住着别的女孩了吧？
那个整天载你走上走下的那个吧？
昨晚，我的朋友打来个电话给你
告诉你，我有多难受
但你挂了他的电话
也表示你不想理
我在那分钟，知道你已经放弃了
我该对你说再见了
“再见，我的爱”
这是我对你最后的一句话
也表示我们的3年的感情该划下句点了
我真的努力了，只是你的自私和冷酷
扑灭了我对你的希望和去努力挽回的机会
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im very sorry
at the previous post
i said i will never mention about my relationship
but this time i will tell
(im sorry if you guys dont wanna read it)
im back to single now
this is not i want to..
i tired to hold it back
but everything is just end like that
your heartless,makes my heart breaks
i forced to see how cruel are you
and misunderstand ruined our 3 years relationship
you just spend 3 minute to get out from my life
you took your bag and leave me
not even saying a goodbye
that pain,no one can understand
everyone just scolding me said i making fun of our relationship
i din't,even my parents said i making fun of our relationship
the misunderstand i tried to explain
but you just said :"you will never tell me the truth"
let my heart brokes in the spot...
few months ago
i saw those flirty message from your phone
im the one who sending you this,is other girls
i asked you to give me a good explaination
you just told me:" that is those girls i wanted to use it"
what the hell...
i cried whole night and being speechless
so this time i tried
i've been trying to use 2 guys
i wanna know how good is it
when you come in to my house without telling me
you heard i cry and talking on the phone with someone else
you thought i cried because i cant leave them?
nop
they scolded me ok..
they insulted me
i know im dumb
dont know how to be bad but let people scolded me
and you thought that i'm cheating on you
just like spreading salts on my wound
you dont trust me,dont listen what i said
you knew some people might backstab me and
say something are not true
but you rather trust them
and leave me
our 3 years just end up like this
trust beween us
already gone?
what should i do??
my parents just said:“see?i told you already,know more guys la!!"
my heart got cut by those words
i do not blame them because they din't know
you are using and knowing lots of girls too
even more than me
i know i should not being like this
but everything just end,even i tell the truth..
because you already left me,dont want to think of me anymore
in your heart,the girl already replace me right?
the one who always fetch go here go there right?
yesterday my friend can' bare to see me crying like this anymore
so he tried to call you
wanna tell you how hurt am i,how suffer am i without you
but all i get is..
you dont care..
and you off their phone
that minute came into my mind is..
you already give up and gone
i should say goodbye to you already
and our 3 years relationship are end
my last words for you is
"goodbye,my love"
i tred my best,but your heartless and greedy personality
just breaks my hopes for fighting the last chance
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我已经不想再想起
那晚你跑了出去
我想也没想就跑了出去
那个晚上10点多
是很危险的
当我却想都没想就这么跑出去
而你，已经上了车离开
不回头也不理
我的心，已经破碎
i dont wanna to think back
that night you run out jsut like that
i did not think anything
just run out for you
that night is 10 o clock plus
its very dangerous for girl.
but i just dint think
just run out for you
but you
get into the car just leave
not looking back,and dont bother
my hearts...brokes.......
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all i can do this
keep you in my heart forever
and love you inside my heart
我能做的是
把你永远收在心里
好好爱你在我心里
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