why can't you realize i am actually still fucking in love with you!
9:10 PMits really mess up...
i am not happy..
my heart are cutting open once again and again
why is he doing this to me
am i that greedy type of girl just want you to be rich?
i don't want
but why are you doing this to me
i am crying alone all the night time
and nobody fucking knows..
i thought i was strong enough of facing your coolness
and everything...
but you are way too much this time
suspecting my love are just pretending...
the scars are all opens and starts to bleed..
everything are way too hurt..
i thought he can wait,wait until i finish my exam..
so i can be happy with him..
why can't he at lease waiting..
my heart,why are you so painful now..
i am too weak to face this.
too weak..
i trying learn how to hold my tears all the time and you knock my heart until became ash
how could i'm not crying..
every time i wipe away my tears,being strong infront those people who don't know what happened to me.
crying alone is the most suffering in my life..
:'(
god,can you hear me...
please spare me from here...
:'(
yes you are hurt,but you are the one who bring up the past now
:'(
why! yes i am 17...
like i am not mature enough...
alright,since i am not,i learn
i will stop blaming.because nobody care!!!!
everyone saying i am childish....
why...
everything is total mess up and i can't saying i am a broken heart
i am enough too. yes because of my mistake
i deserve all this!
yes!curse me to death!
if you love me why aren't you hold me tight!
:'(
i have no more relief now..
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