recently me and my new wishlist
12:55 AM
yes a super lala face for long time no see my cam whore picture from
my dear webcam :)
i got my taylor swift CD <3
and a freaking free calender :)
wohoho,i am great now days :)))))
for some friend are worrying me
they keep saying me emo for some random times
wahaha
i am sometimes,just can't forget the past
:)
my new wishlist pressie :)))
LG LOLIPOP PHONEEEE
I WANT THE PINK WANTTTT
no money to get it :(
save $!!
i love them :)
this is my loveeeee
why i want it so badly?
because in this phone there is a lots of things i love it
example the screen page are damn cute :)
i am going to get it by my own after my first earning
by being a kindergarden teacher :)
wish me luck :)
i left 2 more papers
tomorrow is my chinese paper
and if i finish my EST on wednesdays too
i will be forever free!
but in the same times
i ask myself
am i going to collegh after this?
before this i'm fucking sure i am GOING
but now since i need money so much
i don't think study could make me even rich
since i am not that clever like those pretty blogger's
they always shows how clever they are
p.s:i am not insulting or whatever,i am envy them
*crossing fingers
but i will go study after i get all the experience as i want to
i want to be more understanding and caring
i want to be so good
always wanna be the best for all
i am starting to be greedy
(sometimes)
sometimes i hope and expect for more
but most of the time i did not get what i want in the end
i keep learning from how people scold me sometime's
my parents start to be straight to me nowadays
i don't used to it at first
until somebody told me this is a process while you growing up
just face it and stay happy
i always thinking negative and making trouble
and my parents always being sad BECAUSE OF ME
i guess..it's time to do something to let them feel safe
and NOT WORRYING ANYMORE
even how pain is my future road now and ever
i will learn to be more strong even my heart is fragile
i always lost in my future and recently way
but i can get out as soon as possible because i learnt that
no one is gonna cry for you when you don't love yourself or
appreciated your own life and family
i learnt a lot from pain and everything beside me
there is something call,life is too short to let you think
so better appreciated
and there is a rules in my head forever
no matter what,
family first :)
feel like eating eggs now..
steam eggs :)
i am a person who love to read books :)
and i got a lots of book waiting me to read now :p
happy happy
well,i just had my supper
my wifey just mad off me,she just appear offline when i realize she actually
wrote something for me
lol..
by the way i am sorry wifey
i love you k
i just had my supper,and my stomach is lil weird now
i guess going toilet soon
ok la,i got to go
wish me luck people
wish me luck..
byee :)
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