I love you even you are being unreasonable.
1:49 AMyou don't accept whatever i said even from the beginning.even since i am 18 years old already....
i understand the love you show and i clearly feel that, but sometimes that is just being over extra for me to handle for how you hurt this every single time.
you never let me talk my own opinion its true.face it.like seriously from now on i will keep everything with my own,i will never ever blame whatever happening in my life now,i will handle myself.you judge me by not knowing what is the real story behind,you said it out so proud "remember what you said baby girl,cause you said different things last year"
for me,this is humiliation for me.you talk so sarcastic at me and
i still don't understand why is this have to
happened?
i will list it out...
- I will take responsible whatever happened in my life from now on
- You can judge me hurt me as much as you can because from now on i am harmless.
- I will know what happened and what to do if my future kids being like how i treat you.
- I will act like i give a damn on what people /any families members told me i should be appreciated what i have now.
- I will keep my promise that i will remember what i said for every single time
- I will pretend nothing happened even thought i am having a huge drama with me.
- i will smile and never let you see me cry.
- I will study like fuck and try not to fail any single subject i am doing now in college.
- I know how to handle my relationship life so leave that to me,i have that right but you don't
- I will try to look for a job from now on.
like both of you know me so well,actually,both of you don't.
I will remember tonight,i cried so hard for both of you.
and thanks for being sarcastic after i cried.
i will take this lesson forever,i will remember this and pretend what you want me to be.
as usual.never gonna hate both of you.i love and respect both of you.
tonight is the night to be remembered.
(stop saying i am being dramatic or over react,i will slap you on the face with my shit in my hand)
good night lovely,xoxo.
welcome to the "NEW" me start from tomorrow.
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