11:02 PM
well,been so dead and my freaking big trial exam has coming
i've been stucking there so much and sad
no one will understand the feeling that only crying alone in the room
go out from the room ,forced to pretend i'm fine and great and the best
today my dad even ask where is he...
i do not dare to tell my dad,
just said he back to his hometown and doing his stuff
i'm so lost when he ask this
got stuck and hard being answer
he already choose to leave
its made my life being different
so so much
i can't study well in this kind of situation
nevermind,try my best
don't think it
do my homework,forget him now
but seriosuly,i'm gonna miss him so badly during in my dream
he even came into my dream every night
it was not a nightmare,just like fairytale
i would rather to be sleeping forever
i'm totally pushing myself to study
like mad,so so mad...
because i don't wanna cry like this anymore
not now,no...
eyes swollen,
sorry not gonna display my fugly face in a while
p.s:"世界上所有男人都是骗子。不管是漂亮还是不漂亮的女人都会被骗。有所不同的是，幸运的女人找到了一个大骗子，骗了她一辈子。 不幸的女人找到了一个小骗子，骗了她一阵子。"
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