12:47 PM
hey peepies,
i am back,im sorry for closing my blog nowdays
something happened,
i deleted some post because i thinks that i super stupid,
and just like not me at all you know.
in this 2 weeks,just like living in hell
my room are fully messy,i did not want to
my books are everywhere,bottle also
even water spill,i just leave it,let the aircond dry it
food are fully leave it there,i guess cockcroach is gonna visit me so soon
ewww~
i drop my weight,everyone said so,
i lose my chubby tummy,
its gone,before this i was looking for a chance to lose my weight,
here it is now.if i can choose,i will not want to be thin by using this way
imagin my life is like,sleeping,wake up,eat,shower,lifeless for few hours
sleep again,here's the next day
and nothing to do,looking outside the window,being lifeless once again
eat then sleep,how could not gaining my weight at all?
i wonder,and i will suddenly laugh and cry at the next minute anytime
i scared my siblings,they are worried about me until now
all the books,i did not clean it up,papers on the floor,
water spilled,i'll just leave it,it will dry by the fan
my eyes bag turn bigger,weight lose,
cut my hair short,being lifeless anyway
some people giving me advice like :
"Sometimes people aren't strong enough to make it through, thats when they quit. Only the strong keep going"
"A REAL relationship is when you can tell each other anything and everything. No secrets, no lies"
"Life can be taken from you at any second, what if it were right now, would you have done today differently? Why?"
for me,Love is like a war. Easy to start. Hard to end & impossible to forget.
if anyone who said he know how exactly how i felt,
please call a ambulance fetch me to mental hospital please
this is not what a human being doing,
and i'm crazy bitch
i failed man,totally a failed human being at here
on earth,anyone who likes or love me out there,
boys,i am not a person you guys thinks
i'm stink and i'm useless
i am not mature enough,you guys will never know what i am gonna do next
the only love i gave all my heart only for once
no twice,once i lose it,sorry,anyone who stick with me just don't expect
that i will be the chong lee wen that before you guys knew
i am different now,not the previous me anymore,
because my heart are totally empty
its just soulless body
body without a soul,
no spirit at all.
seriously,i had chosen what i should do now
sorry for the previous chong lee wen,
you made me feel so disgusting
anyone says you're disgusting,spilt their saliva on your face bitch!
i have learnt so i throw away the previous me
the previous me has let me lost,let me lose the one who i loved the most
yes i still do,but we are just not meant to be anymore.
as you said everything yesterday
but.
i'll miss you
anyone,learn this read this
so do you think i care how you think of me?
no i don't
hate me whatever you can
“oh,let me tell you,whoever be by your side actually dislike you"
friend,let me tell you
you are be by my side too,so you hate me too?
don't pretend that you like me,just fuck away
whoever here who read my blog,but actually hates me
is it that fucking hard to click the button up there
the one is like this
"X"
is it that fucking hard to move your fucking mouse to that place?
you can move your mouse scroll down what i write
but you dislike it
just leave,i don't need you stand here to judge me
because you don't know me
you don't face it girl
you talked those words to me are totally out of topic
i don't mind to lose you again because this is not the first time anymore
i decide to let go of you already
since i has lose everything
you can leave too,i did not keep or stay you like a little baby ok!
you can do your bitch face whatever you want
let me tell you i will not stick on somebody face like you
i am totally enough of being a slave of you!
whatever you want delete me ah
this and that ah~just do it,
i'm not living here for you
i'm living here for myself from now on
i was too dumb to listen whatever you said before
yes you do cheer me up
what i did was just saying don't have the mood to chat
then you so effing moody on me
wa,talk to you say sorry to you also like don't want
THEN DON'T TALK LA
if you think i'm a such person you think
whatever!
i also had enough already
just go make your face,gossip it!
i don't care!
totally pissed on you!
no,none of you remember.
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