jesus,what happened to me today :(
2:15 AM
hey my reader,my mood is not nice at all today
keep making a stupid mistake i could ever make
and my mom ditched me,my dad look down on me
what happened,i mean like,everyone make stupid mistake
so am i?
i respect what my father did but why my mom doing that face to me all the time
i wonder,what is so big deal about it
:(
my mood is being so gay for today
damn this, :(
i just went to my auntie's house neighbor house party
but what i did is go to my auntie's house and go to her baby girl room
and fall asleep,since god damn 8.00 until 11.30 pm
guess what,i am so awake,and i'm wondering what i am gonna be tomorrow
i am so dead if my dad can't wake me up for breakfast
:(
sorry my reader, you have no idea when a girl like me
is shouting out loud at my father the wrong food price
and being ditched by parents
that feeling was...SUCKS
my god damn moral teacher are being so pissed
and
my malay teacher are being racist to me,what la wei
my mood is not that great and you still have to let me see how you being racist?
1 malaysia is a fail for me
i don't get it
and yet,my life isnt over yet for today,
damn this
when i really need a guy who really can comfort me like he used to
because his stressful life and past stories mistake i have made
what i got is a cool bloody man without soul to be with me
boy,you seriously can't reach my heart?
or the mistake i have made just made you did not want to even near me?
then why are we still here for it?
just cook something for brother,instant noodle of course
he was enjoying what i cook,maybe my brother just being bad for a while
but in fact,he is still my brother,i love him too <3
he is sharing how he felt that just now when me and my parents caught him
at a shopping mall without going school,that feeling is sucks for him i know
i know that bloody feeling of it
but i just glad that i can be there and listen his deepest secret in his life
i'm glad and happy at lease for now
i love you brother
i make a milo for myself,it was make my mood stable now
seriously,it work on me since i am a baby
usually my dad would make for me when i am unhappy,
now,i have to do it myself because i am bloody 17 years old
grown up and stay strong for everything i'm gonna face
i have to face the world so soon
nobody is gonna tell me what should i do
and i have to learn everything by myself
as my moral teacher said,we are going to be adult,
no longer to be a teenager
i am so lost after i heard,that was a mess for me
there is a question for me now,
what am i gonna do after i finish my spm?
yes,what is your answer?
mine is still a blank paper for it
:(
goodnight reader,chatbox me when you finish my post yea
xoxo
p.s:i wish i am still your angel that you always hope for.
a song for everybody
natasha bedingfield- angel
listen it,i am addicted it now...
night people
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