pisses,why???
8:56 PM
i really need a drinks with people's now
friends or whatever.
i need it so badly for my family issue
damn my family issue
you know what
my father been shouting at me for twice in the early years now
alcohol is might be a better for me NOW
i mean now,but i have no partner drinking with
=.=
well,life is really bitch/jerks
hoah,i need more more outing with friends!
i was texting like no others to ask them
"what are you doing now?"
and waiting reply and start a conversation
-.-
well,not really anyone wants to talks with me maybe
i been being so so sad and even depress!
depress you know!
i miss school like crazy now
at lease i am stressing over something
SOMETHING
i will go get a job OR
i will go collegh and study like
what the fuckkkkk
let the assignment buried me
so i am doing something
i am waiting my result
but result is gonna come out late!
mean i am gonna late to collegh :'(
but before this i wanna get a job!
or...outing like crazy but where am i getting money
o,o
thats why i need a job.
this is me
really me...
:(
and family issue made me always put my mp3 on while going everywhere
because i don't want to get scolded
and i am phobia of getting scolding by everyone..
phobia i am
i just don't wanna be controlled anymore.
i don't want this.
:'(
i always thinks...
memory always sweet and happy
but when you think it back...
it is just hurt like crazy...
painful like crazy...
damn my past..
damn my memory was sweet and full with happiness
i want my new life to be great
fuck my past.
:'(
i don't want to face this.
i don't want to see those things that could hurt me crazy
:(
i am recording everything i been through
everything i been going,feeling,and crying
emo post i know.
but i am just depress like crazy :'(
i need instand camera now
i need it.i am so gonna take two pictures in months and put it in my room
paste it,make it awesome
:'(
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