2:47 PM
IT'S FREAKING SATURDAY FINALLY!!!
not actually really happy because i have a huge problem with my homework now.actually....
not gonna bad mouth anyways but it just drive me so frustrated somehow that how people actually think about me?am i the problem that cause so many people dislike everything about me?i seriously learning to make myself not to care actually..
trying to focus so much on in my class lately..but still i have a problem with some of it.
should i say i just feel exhausted?
it kinda killed me almost.
and i have a bad habit..
sometime's i have no mood for class 0.0....
but now i really have no do something for my assignment now..
it's a 7 weeks semester.yes it is short and so much rushing to do.
and catch up...
sigh..
now i have a major problem of this course..
Audio Production..
i have no idea how to work this shits... :'(
if my lecturer see this he will never forgive me 0.0
i tried my best to understand it but it just not happening!!
too much button to learn.
gahhh who can help me...
after going through so much i feel like crying out so badly nowadays..there is something sad happened since starting of the year of 2012..sigh
because i have been holding on too much of my emotional..
i ask myself every night before sleep.
"do you think you make a right decision for whatever happened?"
"am i suppose to cry?"
because now...i just can't tell how much badly in hurt inside in my body.
just afraid one day is going to explode.and.i am going to die. 0.0
but life is just full of ups and downs..all we can do is deal and solve it.
live happily even there is something stopping you to be happy.just...
**** IT!
i don't want to give a **** anymore!!!
xoxo
really nice song... :)
motivate me a lot :)
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