4:27 PM
hey guys...today is the third day of my exam
art and history
SENI DAN SEJARAH
is a very sad day
i success finish the art words
but sejarah..
im still blank the paper
its paper 2
u have u write essay on it somemore :(
ok..i admit i did read something
but when paper come my mind is blank
i was : SHIT
so i whisper at michelle
that i dont know how to do
well
michelle also dont know how to do the exam paper
she just simply write bull crap on it :)
during exams
i saw some people hide the paper under the test paper
there is the answer
i was wondering that Encik Nasran told me that
we should not cheat during exam
well....
i listened what his advice
so i dont lie to myself that i can do it
so i dint cheat and close the paper
:)
and trying to sleep
well not a very good dream i had
becoz stupid amira threw the erase pieces
i was wad the hell??
i tried so hard to sleep but she woke me up
and she smiling at me and doin something else
i was WHAT!
this is what u woke me up for?
goddddddddd
fineeeeeeeee
i still love you amira :)
p.s:For A Ex friend of mine
i promised that i will do better but i dint this time
im very sorry that i dissapoint you again n again
:'(
everyday every nightsleeping with books
trying to get a better marks
but its seem like not work on me
becoz im cant understand those meaning in the book
math...sejarah...science
this is the main subject that kill me a lot
i need a personal tuition teacher teach me until i understand la
:'(
im tired of this la wei
next year i surely murder by SPM
then my future gonna ruin by myself
my personal teacher
i need you :(
P.s:i need you teacher :(
what happen to objective papers??why form 4's and 5's have to do all the subjective paper
god damn it its so hard u know
why not all objective
at lease i can tembak some question rite??
(sometimes i get good mark of simply tembak :) )
but when i form 4
life is died
:(
everything is hard not like before
before i used to be genius
now??
now like what??
became a failure
...
*crying now
now days like a crying baby....
its so hard to be truly happy
today is our second day dint talk
i saw u online
i saw u!
but u dint talk with me
yesterday u want me to call you
and u gave another worst night to me
crying until sleep again
:'(
u decide to have space
ok fine
i was thinking last 2 days i said the same thing to u
but u dint accpet
now u are the one who need time and space
to think that should we together??
:'(
im so depress...
u said u had exam bla bla bla
me??
yesterday the conversation that u said ur own feeling again
i dint heard any single things of mine from ur mouth from ur voice
i was waiting
keep on waiting
but u advice me to leave you????
u advice me to break up with you!
what the hell is happen
if i really want to dump you
i wont cry and waiting for ur confess that u said u will change
at lease A BIT
but all i got it from ur truly heart is
THIS IS YOU
U WONT CHANGE ANYTHING
this words made my tears came out like shit
but i tried pretend that im alright thru the phone with u
actually im crying
my phone nearly banjir full of my tears
at last i put down the phone again...
and still the same
no sms no call...
i dont expect that anymore
you wont do it for me like before u did
but i still love you
i truly love u as my only one last man that be with me
evry single words of you
cut my heart
and my tears is full on my pillow
its wet......
all my tears
i have no one to tell anymore
im staying alone...
u need space somemore...
well i gave u everything now
u need everything
ok
i giving u
and i wont reject
and baby
stop hurting me please
i still love you
:'(
please......
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