computer being stupid today
im not very well,thanks for my stomach,memang sakit macam tak tahu how to descirbe
and im coughing so hard now,suffering...
yesterday night was a worst night i ever had in my whole life
me and him,yea him,finally shouted at each other for misunderstanding
and yeap,we are officially break up.for this stupid thing
i have to admit i still love him,but so what,what he did and said to me last night was a pain
and a scar forever for me.yeap he thinks that he was the one who hurting??
what about me?i was a person who need privacy also
and yeap he hack my facebook profile flirt my friend
wtf,and saying im a horny bitch and fucking other guys??
i can really seriosuly say this is bull shit
i dont do it but he want to force me to admit everything i dint do it
well,thanks for his insult
he knew we are staying together for god damn 3 years
and i love him too,still
"why u betrayed me!!why!!"
"i think i just bad luck for letting you cheating me for 3 years"
etc...thats alot of things he said to me,hurts me instead of using knife.serious
and he dont want to accept my explaination,ok
that moment really fucked up
wants to meet my parents saying what kind of person i am
my mind actually telling me this guy want to ruin me and he dont love me any fucking more
whats next?our love are ends,is end
i mean seriosuly this is my first time forced to leave a guy like him
i've been thinking him that did he eat?did he sleep well??everything i should care or can i?
i've been lost,crying alone,yes i said to him dont  expect a tears from me
so yea,i did not crying out loud in my situation last night
what he said?he said i was scare,i was scare to admit
why are you forcing the one you love to admit that is something not real
record?print out the conversation between you and him
he is just my friend,why are you doing this to me...
you were my everything,my future my life
so what now?its just end up,i choose to leave not because im wrong
is because i can't stand the pain you gave me last night
that was a nightmare,when you gone,i do crying a while
but i think i should stop crying and get over you
what you did to me last night was wrong like shit
you dont think you're wrong at all at first place
just wanted to leave me like a pity guy.
ok i followed your wishes to do what you actually wanted
want to be pity infront of everyone,and be emo,lets girls pity you
just do it,my friends know who am i ,my family know who am i
no need you to do something like this to spoils people future
no point for doing this for hurting peoples...
now yeap im still love you,but sorry...no more chances for us anymore
its time to leave for you
you want this,ok.i will just give you
sometimes i'm just being so stupid,yea.single ever :|
MINGLE?I DONT THINK SO