seriously,im damn tired
3:32 PM
seriously im tired of listening anyone nagging me
im tired of looking at my homework
tired of listening how my mom actually insult me just now
tired on how people look at me now
im so freaking tired
tired to be insult by you and everyone
come on why my life are full with misery now
im going to have my exam people
boyfriend misunderstand me -BROKE UP
friends that i know and never expected are actually backstabing me and gossip
about me??wtf? - NOTHING TO DO ABOUT IT NOW
yeap back in a life like this now
thanks god treating me like this
oh oh oh oh,know what,my mom actually said im in love with pain
she saying i wish to be ill like this
so that i can skip school
-.-'''
mom,seriously im pissed off when you just said that just now
grandma non-stop nagging
saying im this and that
well,so fucked up
my sister also ill,everyone go to her
take care her even bring her to clinic somemore
what about me??
leaving me here alone without anyone caring am i still alive or something
so what im promise now
seriously,only my father and a friend of mine knowing me better now
non of a human in my life are knowing me well,even my mom
kills my heart so much
yesterday was him,today what?
my mom,suprise enough for me
hurts enough people dont force me to die please
its hard to letting me trust anyone now
i mean like,i will be trying my best to being ok without you
in my life anymore,we had picture together
its ok i will not delete it like this
we might back together maybe?
or maybe not...
im not calling you not because im scare or what
is because im getting enough to let you trust me baby
its time to let you go
you will found someone better than mine..
i think
i miss you always and hate you always
i hate my sister by the way
urghh,no one really understand me
TRUE
i gave you my heart and u throw it away now
thanks
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