How are ya my reader...or if there is anyone?

i think i am having some issue right now because my sleeping hours is increasing from 9 hours to 10 or more than that now.i am seriously fucked up by that.

that feeling whenever i am on the bed is like.

 exactly...true fucks for me

and.... my another issue....i miss having that person who left me hug me badly...

like this..

 but yea i know it will never happened so....

 i'm desperate..i'm still heart broken about it.

there is a part of me died. or still dying part by part.

ever since he left..i am still crying like this every time i saw some movie scene remind me of him

or places we both used to go.damn it could still killed me badly.

but all i know..is..i am letting it out and i know there is someday, i am going to be fine.