I should probably sleeping right now,but i am not sleepy yet,i spent my saturday with my family and all, and have a awesome meal at bangsar village? awesome expensive meal, i have my rib eye steak,and lemonade water...escargot as my opening meal all time...and went home,renovation still keep going and i did not help mom pick up some mess right after those renovation mess...shit i am the worst girl ever for not helping my mom clean up some mess but watching some 4 hours taiwan aboriginal history insider war with japan army,like seriously i went shower like almost at 11pm tonight,is like having movie marathon with le family but me....i have some seriously thought right now...what should i do to earn more freaking money...so i would not being worried in the future...part time will not be the forever things you know...but marrying rich man also would not have a good ending for me, in case unfaithful marriage is happening and yeap even though i will have half of my spouse money but i will be losing a partner to move on my life with...maybe having leo and coco was right...maybe they will be there for me like..their forever? what am i talking about? OF COURSE I WILL HAVE A GOOD LIFE! if i am appreciate-full enough...i having a good life now,like seriously ONE HELL OF GOOD NORMAL LIFE....but it just i also want to experience of having my own career too before heading to a housewife list, hmm, thats why i am in college right now LOL i am trying make some sense at this moment right now,just keep wanna know i am doing, keep thinking keep thinking,and ended up some insecurities in me..well,i should stop thinking about how far my life is going,just stick with my own personality,GO WITH THE FLOW LIKE RIVER~

should be going to sleep,GOODNIGHT TO MYSELF AND WHOEVER READING THIS~!

xoxo

imyslym