Well, after I quit my first job last month, I found a new job at Groupon, just as a customer service agent lol, so probably if you purchase anything you wanna look for information you might get to hear my voice lol. but I am still in learning phase on how to settle the job scope. I haven't worked as a customer service agent also.

Speaking about that, I've been having this anxiety earlier this week, I am so not sure what happened, it just I feel so scare, I need my boyfriend I need my family, I need some supportive, I feel so helpless and anxious, maybe because this is my first full time job, I am not going to freaking shout to everybody that I am working at Groupon (macam very sombong) but I am not. the only good things is I guess is I can wear casually or I should say anything I want to work, so I don't need to wear like stupid formal office wear (so not my thing to be honest)

This is just a probation period, we will see what happened after three months.. either they fire me or i quit? or... I will stay? Somehow I hate myself so much until I don't know what kind of job suits me. I can't stay at a place or cubicle for whole day.. what kind of job suits me you tell me :(

or I am just plaint useless that's it.


whoever reading this, please wish me good luck.